If u like shemales and mistresses are u gay?

im kinda of confusedim 18 yrs old and im still avirgin sice im not cir sized and my head dosnt come completely out yet. once i bought my first computer i stumble on femdom sites i already have a major foot fetiesh i mean its so great that i think if a girl with y heels and feet put them in my face i would *** right there. now i started like straponing but that led to another web site i found shemales. now tell me the truth i want it based on facts not some biosed opineon and perfer if i girl would anser this any way if i fantasize and want to act on sucking and geting **** by a strapon and sucking a big black shemale and geting **** by her is it gay now heres more info im not atracted to guy in any way and if the shemale looks like a guy i run for my life another question dose shemales have feet like women u know the same smell and the look in heels and most of all do they clean there feet like women. im already looking in the laplace area in louisiana to act on my fantasy